Shut up BITCH! M trying to talk :|
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Life is in a passive mode even when there is so much happening around. Seems like I have accepted its
absurdity and instead of resenting it all the time
I sit back, relax and watch it unfolding itself. Yeah, not many people can do that, moreover that’s
my choice.
The more I see, the more of cynicism grows inside me. I had always wondered what makes people so hard after an uneventful series, now I wonder what has made me so?! I have had my part of shit but its nothing too much-I am here which makes it all the more obvious. SHIT HAPPENS but if you think you are the only one, I say WAKE UP!
Everyone wants to be sane in this insane world and I feel amused at the plight. There are people busy fucking and there are people fucking busy, first thing they call LOVE second eh, WORK. The more of lives I get a peek into, the more I am reminded of the Greek tragedies, everyone trying to know everything beforehand and it doesn’t surprise me that only contributes towards their wreck.
I have transgressed from the being the loner by choice to being the loner by nature. Now I can mark my space in a room full of people and still be all by myself, enjoy with no one to bother me. And on the other hand-being lonely SUCKS:| You can’t mark the difference, neither have I expected you to.
Meeting new people each day is nothing new now, hah, make it almost every second day. They don’t interest me anymore-their looks, the way they dress and such flimsy things but their apprehensions, their thoughts, their futility, their constant efforts trying to impress people around and so on is a treat!
Few things have become a vicious circle, changing constantly yet following the same old pattern which I have become aware of but that maybe next time, I am done for now.
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It's nothing concerning you, You or YOU! I am just unearthing I to ME!
60 ~CONFESSIONS~:
busy fucking and fucking busy!! tat was fucking good woamn, or did i mean it was good fucking this post!;)
i liked the picture..
loner by choice to loner by nature-
i guess it's nature's choice to make ya tat way..
:)
n yehh shit happens to eevryone, if people realise that, then there would be no selp pity, no self-empathy,no self-overlove, no hatred for others, n a way betta world.. but i giess no one looks at another's shit when his own is stinking so bad- so there's no room for retrospection..
i liek teh way ya think!
Whaoy!! Finally I can no longer claim that only i have seen you.Lol
I love ur pic totally..mast & classy hai.
Yup 2 truths
- There are ppl busy fuckin
- Being lonely sucks
Just take the truths independently..lol
@ Jane...
*** there's no room for retrospection
I guess, that stick alone gives one a lotta room for retrospection.
***i liek teh way ya think!
Do you? it was just another mindfuck!!!
@ Mez...
Babeh u can still make that claim, is ur exclusive one, just add "in real"...
***Just take the truths independently.
I wonder if that makes any difference, yeah maybe, it does lessen the impact!
u r scary!!!!
@ Mayz...
u r being honest-appreciate that!!!
"There are people busy fucking and there are people fucking busy, first thing they call LOVE second eh, WORK"
very well said!!...nd being lonely TRULY SUCKS...
damn good post!
@ Prakhar...
reminds me of a quote "one man's compost is another man's potpourri"....
Ya Shit Happens, Just a different day.
absurd & f**king busy life . God damn this reality of life. And yes the trangression from being loner by choice to being loner by nature is so damn natural. and so true ,it actually sucks no matter how happy we might be showing being lonely just so OK.
Absolutely Great post.
SO f**kin true.
WAAAOOWW!!!
Well written...for some reason can sense too much anger in it...is tht true?
***SHIT HAPPENS but if you think you are the only one, I say WAKE UP!
Totally agree with it.
***everyone trying to know everything beforehand and it doesn’t surprise me that only contributes towards their wreck
Ironical but true...sometimes ignorance is bliss
@ The listener...
To sum it up-SAME SHIT DIFFERENT DAY...
cheers to all those fucking facts!!!
@Divkiran...
***for some reason can sense too much anger in it
naah grl, absolutely NO ANGER...guess that's what is an obvious reaction to some facts...
instead of resenting it all the time I sit back, relax and watch it unfolding itself
This post in itself seems to be an attempt at resent. Don't you think so?
yeahhhthou i dnt quite like dat abt me :(
@ anand...
congrats! u again held on to the wrong chord :)
@Mayz...
maybe coz that makes u end up in trouble every time...
dats a insane post, and i dunno why i likd it.
i mean, it ws too much...how can sm1 be so so... insane n freaky at the same time.. !!
I really dont kno, why um I at a loss of words at ur blog !
got answers ?
@ debashish...
***dats a insane post, and i dunno why i likd it.
Well, that only u shud know!!!
***how can sm1 be so so... insane n freaky at the same time.. !!
I dont c ny reasons-why not!
***got answers ?
I have got mine, have u got yours or do u expect them to be answered every time???
ahh... aggressive I see :- )
Well there comes a point in time when you would like to sit back and watch life roll by, sometimes it is a choice, sometimes it is all you could do.
Been there done that. I wouldnt worry too much about it :-)
i guess what u said shit happens is LIFE....
i donn kmow biut its beautiful...so r u...
hehehee,,
tc
well the journey to unearth urself is a life long process...im sure u ll ve a good time doing it..
again whats wrong for you is right for me...
vagaries of (my) perception ;)
@neha
"that too will pass"
mind definitely will loose its interest in those repeatitive images..But tomorrow they will again start entertaining us..People will also make us happy..Someday they will again make us sad..
Unless..
We slow down a bit..
slowing down to such a pace when the movement of our own pattern making habits can be mocked..
writing is one such effort..
liked your expressions..
wishes..
Good one.
**Everyone wants to be sane in this insane world and I feel amused at the plight.
So true! And it irks me to death.
I wanna say to em, Im so full of flaws, so leave me bloody alone!
*HUGS*
Keshi.
@ Raaji..
me neither! :)
@Nirmal..
eh! thanks nyways!
@Maverick...
life long-I ain't sure!
@Anand...
point accepted!
@MIP
***mind definitely will loose its interest in those repeatitive images..
Maybe!
@ Keshi...
***I wanna say to em, Im so full of flaws, so leave me bloody alone!
And there wouldn't be even one Keshi, who would say-yes, I am too!
blogrollin u...hope its ok
@ Divkiran
that's completely your prerogative :)
...and with every passing day you can see things with better clarity isn't it? nice.. i shouldnt be commenting here much, because you are more or less AWARE about the transitions inside you and I guess thats what it is all about... When you can live a moment as well as look at it from a different perspective, all at the same time, thats what its all about..
No one except an x-loner like me knows wht being alone is abt!
shittyy..trust me!
*Everyone wants to be sane in this insane world and I feel amused at the plight.
yeah..thts the truth of the bitch world.period.
and..er..forget it!
liked it
@ lash...
***...and with every passing day you can see things with better clarity isn't it?
Yeah! but with each passing day I counter a new question and sometimes another answer!!!
***When you can live a moment as well as look at it from a different perspective, all at the same time, thats what its all about..
I seem to agree with it...
@ aayushi...
***No one except an x-loner like me knows wht being alone is abt!
shittyy..trust me!
as I said, we all think 'ours' was the worst!
thats my girlfriend in the trunk...but I dint slit er throat, I just tied er up...great goin!!
lonely is what draws you closer to your mind..and you realise you are thinking...consciously for the first time...and then its all gone in the moment...
hello ME, it was nice talking to myself...
Scribblers Inc.
@ scribblers..
***and then its all gone in the moment...
No! It is just intruded with people's presence...
wohaaaaaaaa !!
awsm ..!!
who the freaking hell says that being lonely sucks ??
even ...i wud love to be lonely !!
& & & There are people busy fucking and there are people fucking busy ....sawwy i din notice it earlier ...nw i wud LOL :):)
@ Peter...
***who the freaking hell says that being lonely sucks ??
even ...i wud love to be lonely !!
You "wud" love to be lonely, you AREN'T! Makes all the difference, ain't it?!
Now this is a post to pick up someone's blog..
Yeah..sanity is over rated..choice is again natural outcome many times..
Chaotic world..
@ nitu...
***Now this is a post to pick up someone's blog..
errr! din't get it!
***Chaotic world..
WEll, we make it! So, whats chaotic actually you can guess!
...and I see the rebellion YOU !
YOU seem to be in the battle field against LIFE...gud luck
@ Rashi...
WEll, to start with I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ONE...
Here, I am just noting how I enjoy it...
LUCK? eh!
I go through this too....
loner !!! nice word eh !
@ om...
Many do! :)
As Bob Dylan said: We live in a Cynical World..
Strangely found this echoing something I concur with 120%..
(here's my take on it:http://apillcalledlife.blogspot.com/2006/08/where-is-love.html)
cheers.
I know what you mean. Loneliness is an addiction and yet it sucks.. you want to be left alone at the same time you want to break free.. soon one becomes indifferent to surroudings.. I am telling my side .. as I could smell something familiar here. I hope things work out for you .. the way you want. tc :)
@ hermit...
M sure Bob Dylan knew people of my likes then :)
thnx for sharing that and I can say I second all that u've written, least for now! It just remains to come out in my own words!
@ Aria...
thnx for sharing that! I always like people who share themselves rather then lecturing about how things shall be or oh, this life is all but bad...
cynical retrospection?
I would do that too.. maybe some old evening with a glass half filled with scotch and the other half with cranberry- for the enhanced effect of jekyl-hyde thoughts.
And would drive all my thougts to reach the inevitable conclusion that though life sucks I am glad to be alive..
But that is someday..
Right now I am enjoying fuckin life!!
Confessions of a sinful mind ;)
@ Beauty...
***cynical retrospection?
cynical is your perception, Retrospection is mine!!!
***And would drive all my thougts to reach the inevitable conclusion that though life sucks I am glad to be alive..
Well, when you already have drawn up the conclusion to be concluded someday, guess you may not need it then...
brilliant.
/everyone trying to know everything beforehand and it doesn’t surprise me that only contributes towards their wreck// here is the question, answer and solution all in itself. sadly, time doesnt recognize humans, so it wont stop, and it takes life with it. :|
@ ghosty...
i agree! but have you ever wondered why humans never let time be :\
because we need something to hold on to, or something to imitate. that's why we age, or we move forward. both can be a state of mind, if we think young we are young, if we stay put, we can build a stronger base. its relative, but it is inevitable that we hold on to time more than anything else. maybe. :)
**And there wouldn't be even one Keshi, who would say-yes, I am too!
lol thats so true!
Keshi.
So much anger!!!!
@ ghosty...
hmmm!
@ keshi...
:)
@ Balaji...
ANGER???
Life and people are not that bad, see the positive side of it and you will feel much happy about yourself n others....!!!
(( Just a piece of advice from a stranger..!!! ))
@ ashish..
did i ever say that? People are people and life is life...between who said I am sad...
advice-hmm-well, I would have been surprised if no one had come up with something like this...finally u did!
congrats...
(P.S-u need to read it again!!!)
i think i like the "loner - by- choice" better! sounds and feels better :)
it is al in the mind girl.. jus another fucking .. freaky day.. thats all :)
i dint get the TITLE btw!
@ veens...
well, veens you gotta be one to understand the transition...by choice may sound better its by nature when u feel more comfortable bng one...
title-hhmmm...guess this all was written by someone inside me...
i liked this post...
and ure right being lonely really sucks!
@ Vands...
:) it does...
i dont want to write much..actually i shudnt write at all coz i know nobody will believe..even i cant believe that somebody is/was exactly in d same shit im into..and shit doesnt necessarily means bad..
for both d insiders tale- Ditto..unimaginably same..
Hanging out with just 'U' n enjoying it to the extent that u dont need nobody at all..n its not in d 'being self-centred' way..And then that bleak confusion at times:- 'Life Sucks'-'no it doesnt'..And some confident times:-'Life sucks but im fine with it'..And then u look at people outside d window n realize u cant hear their too loud and happy voices..u dim d light in the room n slowly close d window without them knowing it..
ur fine alone..alone. n u dont like too much of happiness in the air..yet ur happy..content rather.. is this process termed as maturing!!
@ Mudit
I think it was what u said in last line... thanks! tc
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